Alone in NC

Please do not comment on this post saying "I don't understand. Why is it such a big deal?" because it IS a big deal to me. My high school friends meant the world to me, and now none of them want to come spend some time in NC with me. I just thought my best friends would want to actually make an effort for me, as I do for them. Obviously I will visit them. I just would like the action reciprocated. Yes, at this point I am just ranting because there is no one here I can talk to. I am quite aware of the fact that I am shy around people I do not know very well. I don't need that pointed out by being forgotten on a daily basis.

Also, I at least make the effort to talk to my old friends. I am usually very bad about keeping in touch with people, but I am making an effort. Some don't respond. At all. I just wish there was someone in the state whom I could talk to.

That's it.